Another year had passed. Another year would welcome. As I grow older, how was me? I am now a 4th year student taking a course of Business Administration major in Financial Management. Right now, I really dream to be a successful businesswoman. To be like Bill Gates and others who had attained financial freedom that they could now live even without working. I think that's what every business people dreamed of. To be able to accumulate money, to be able to buy what they want and then to suddenly become rich. Despite of the wants and the wants, in the back of my mind I know those achievements alone would not make me happy. But I also know that forgetting those dreams awaits a bigger challenges that would test me as a person.
In my 18 years of existence, I keep asking God what I am for. Because I know, if only I knew my purpose then there's no wasting of time to search then fail, to try again and then fail, to be happy then to be sad and the process repeats until I live. If only I had knew then I would pour out my time in doing what I am purposely made for. Then maybe I could be happy. But things don't go as I wish and as I think what's right. Many people have already died knowing nothing of their purpose and things that would really make them happy. And so, for my birthday, there is one thing I would wish: to know what I am for.
God had put me here in this course even though I already planned what I am supposed to take. But it turned out as it is. I am now taking Business Administration and is aspiring to be one of those people in Forbes Magazines giving tips on how to attain what they have achieved. Nothing is impossible. If God would let me take those roads so be it if not, so be it. I will never have the answers until I tried. Whether it's a yes or a no, I'll be alright. At the very least, I tried.
So help me God. Happy Birthday to me. And may all of us be able to find what we are purposely made for and finally be happy. God Bless Us.
